Beautiful Disaster

So how did I get in this beautiful disaster of a life? Bad decisions? Picked the wrong person to marry? God’s will? Probably a little of all of them. Before my son was born, before I was married I felt like I had lived a pretty good life. Like if it all ended tomorrow I would die happy! Good lord nothing could be further from the truth now. I want to live as long as I can to see my son grow, become a man, have kids of his own. I respect life more now since I’ve been divorced and lost half of my time with my son. Lost seeing my step daughter grow up and the relationship we had. I respect and cherish what God has given me.

It shouldn’t take such drastic events in life to open ours eyes to God….but sometimes we need a little kick in the rear to set us on the straight and narrow.

I’ll live this Life until this Life won’t let me live here anymore. ( Big & Rich )